15 minute freewrites

The first time i heard "that" sound... it brought chills to my body. it just seemed as though "that' sound set my mind at ease and comfort. It was when i was in 7th grade. Thats when it all really hit me. I really wanted to learn how to make "those" sounds. I was in church and they were playing this song and out of no where i noticed the guitarist as he shredded away on his guitar during a solo. That was the sound that brought chills to my body. That was what i wanted to learn how to do. I took the plunge and and bought me a guitar, actually i didnt buy it i asked for one for christmas. they got it for me and i became obsessed. I was always thinking about it and playing my guitar. trying to figure out new songs and learn as much as i could as fast as i could. OF course i knew i wasnt going to be able to just pick up a guitar and start shredding like the guitarist from my church, i knew it was going to take hard work to even get anywhere near sounding "decent". What i didnt know was, it was going to be so painful. My fingers burned so horribly, it felt as if they had tiny cuts in them..............Music mainly the guitar just had a serious impact on me. The way he moved his hands and the way his facial expressions went with the notes he played i wanted to learn it all ... i wanted to learn how to do what he was doing. it amazed me. It wasnt only his playing that gave me chills, it seems like any song i heard that had a nice solo to it gave me the chills.... oups 15 mins up.


When i was younger I loved Disney channel. I would always say to my self "i could do that..." or "hes not that funny...". I figured I should try to become a Disney channel star. Soooo instead of doing auditions and casting calls and joining my schools seasonal plays and such i picked up a camera and started making videos and short clips of "random" things that pops up in my mind. At first i wanted to try and become a youtube celeb but now that i've tried and saw that it doesnt work how i thought it would. it seem


free writing sucks... i guess im supose to write of... wait web design graphics, all of that good stuff. IT all reminds me of my love of the guitar and such. When i see a design or a web site or some sort of graphic i just see things differently ten what other people might see. i visualize the process and steps that mightve gone into creating that design. With graphics and web design, i feel as if i could just release my creativity easier then doing this writing or some other form of "art". MY love for design and graphics started from playing video games actually, i would go on different clans online forums and sites and notice their "sigs" or graphic signatures. They all had cool images and graphics with their names and i wanted to learn how to do it too. So i asked how they did those and their reply was "photoshop". It took me a few months to figure out how i could get my own copy of "photoshop" and i didnt realize how complex this program would be. But me, i went ahead nad taught my self and bascially lived in photoshop, i learned all of the vernacular of the program... pixels, opacity, marquee, layers. I took the photoshop world into my everyday life. Instead of saying feet or inches i would say pixels.